Ra ra ra ra ra rewind

In the past days in which I have not been gracing this beautiful blog with my beautiful writings, I have been in the process of being refined. Refined by the wonderful refiners fire. The wonderful process of repenting and seeking after our Father in Heaven's beautiful spirit.

Yep. It may come as a great big shock to you... But, I am not as perfect and brilliant as you may think.  I struggle with many things. I have to repent daily. I have to seek after the spirit constantly. I have to fight back the many attacks that Satan wants to bring unto me. It's hard. But, I love it.

In the past week...

I have seen one of my very of all very favorite friends

I have made some new friends

I got paid to drive to a resort, which was my choice, and drive my friends around for the weekend

I was blessed with the opportunity to sit on temple grounds and ponder life

I talked to my missionary

I received confirmation that my family will be together forever

I drew closer to my Father in Heaven not only with my mouth but with my heart

I walked Downtown Disney with the cutest group of boys and girls

I got a letter from the cutest Chilean man I ever did lay my eyes on

I got a front row parking spot in a COMPLETELY FULL parking lot.... NO EXAGGERATIONS

I bought myself a Christmas present that consisted of autographed One Direction cups

I didn't take a shower for two days

I bonded with the unbondable

I stayed up until 3 AM talking about everything and Africa

I got to snuggle with one of the cutest of all cute young boys named Lou

Man. My life is brilliant.

 
The nice friend

 
We photoshoot on the bus

 
The cutest of cute

 
Momma and 17 pillow pets? Precious.

 
My TEMPLE!!!!

 
My faith is bigger than my trial.



Cotton Candy?
 

 
Steffy Steph.

 
Oh what a beauty.

 
I rock the sumo.

 
Late night at Wally.
 
 
 
I like this life. I like this place. I like these people.
 
PS: Future husband Tuesday -- I just love you.
 
XOXO
Hannah


On the real: DUMBO


You know Dasher and Dancer And Prancer and Vixen,
Comet and Cupid And Donner and Blitzen.
But do you recall The most famous reindeer of all?

Dumbo the idiot boy reindeer.

Don't act like you don't have one of those in your life.

I sure do. I have multiple.
Just a heads up fellas. Not a soul likes Dumbo the idiot boy reindeer.

This is my contribution to the Holiday spirit. ;)
In the wonderfully sarcastic spirit of my heart.

On the real. I love christmas. I love the gospel of Jesus Christ. I love my Savior. I love the spirit that comes from giving. I love the feeling of being loved and giving my love to others.

I love watching my pieces fall into place... Almost as much as I love these three men :)  

Glitter

Once upon a time, in a far far way land by the name of Florida, lived a young lady named Hannah. She was a wild one. Not a little kooky like Dr. Phil... More along the lines of Mrs. Hanegan from Annie. Ya know, one of those.

That would be a great story. Yes? Yes. One day I'll finish it.

Future husband Sunday.

Dear ying to my yang,

I would like to tell you a few little peeves that really pet my dislike button.

I don't like people who refuse to brush their teeth. Really? Heck no. Brush those teeth.

I really abhor when I have to shave. I do it... enough. But man. Def hitting of the dislike button when I have to start doing yoga in the shower..

I really don't like when people try to snuggle me when I'm not in a snuggly mood. Except you. You can snuggle me all night long. 

I don't like when people lower their standards to merely fit in with a crowd. Not really my style. Ya dig? Dig.

I don't like when people don't text back. Unless, of course, it's me. If I don't text back... It's for a reason.

I don't like when people embarrass you in public. Why should people do that? Guh- ross.

I hate people who don't tell you what they mean. Don't beat around the stupid fake metaphorical bush that isn't there. Real talk ninja.

Liars need to be punished in the depths of sad days. End of that story.

Oh hubby bubby lubby gubby. I lovey you. Get to know me. Date me. :)

That is all.

Until 5 days,

Hannah

PS: I LOVE GLITTER. Let's bathe in it. Oh yum.

Meaningful Pursuit

I am on a meaningful pursuit for great happiness.
 
Though you may not understand my motives...
 
You may not understand me, for that matter.
 
But, it is what I do.
 
I want to express the woes of my heart to you.
 
I want to tell you how much I love you.
 
I want to not be annoying.
 
I want to deny what I know.
 
I want to deny what I feel.
 
I want to know what to do.
 
I want to understand what you don't see in me.
 
I want to be good enough... better than I once was.
 
I want to be happy.
I want YOU to be happy.
 
Mmmm. Yes. Yes. Yes.


Destruction

Who has the uncanny ability to:

  1. Not answer 25 questions on a 45 question test
  2. Write a 2 month long research essay in 12 hours
  3. Make a new best friend in 3 hours
  4. Fall asleep and still be stressed
  5. Make an arm hurt while merely talking on the phone
  6. Be Rudolph the red zit reindeer for over 3 weeks because they can't keep their hands off of their face
  7. Shower and still have oily hair, 10 minutes later
  8. See a car accident and still freak out for the people even when they are all perfectly fine
  9. Miss phone calls when phone is right in front of the face
  10. Be a little babe in the big scheme of things and still roll with the big dawgs?
 
Oh. Yeah. That's right.
 
ME.
 
I am destruction. Catch me on a good day and I'm a spiritual giant full of happy faces and fun tender mercies and love to fill the whole continent of Antarctica. Catch me on a bad day? You get me sulking about my awesome abilities to be a loser. Whatevsauce, right? It happens.
 
Welcome to the other half of the good life of, yours truly.
 
I'm the only gay eskimo in my tribe.
     

for-ev-er

It will be a simple Future Husband Friday, husband. You just click the play button. And just listen to the sweet sounds serenade your ears. If you've already listened to it? Listen again. I want this with YOU! I want to love you for-ev-er :)

Lots and lots and lots of hugs,
Hannah

glücklich, heureux, hạnh phúc

Want to know what those lovely pieces of spellings are? Only my very favorite of all favorite words..

HAPPY
 
Being in November, the month of happy thanks, I feel it only necessary to tell of the great things that make me oodles and oodles amounts of happy. It wont be all of the marvelous things that cause my bosom to burn, my face to smile and my heart to sing but you'll get the idea.
 
 
God the Father, Jesus Christ, The Atonement, Scriptures, the best of friends, the ability to love and be loved, recognizing when you are wrong, long long LONG phone call conversations, sleeping, driving, watching the river at sunset, riding the Sky Way, butterfly kisses, the TEMPLE, hand holding, listening to other languages, Nerf gun wars, letter writing, picture texting wars, saving money, getting organized, doing work, reading good books, listening to fun music, checking out people not just for their looks, falling in love...

I like it. I like it a whole bucket ton. I like taking the time to recognize what in life is good. These are good things. These are things of Christ, given to me, for my happiness. I am too blessed beyond comprehension .
 
 
My pieces are happily coming together. HOORAH FOR ISRAEL! :)

Happy

 
If you know anything about everything, you know that happy is my word. Helen Keller here perfectly describes it. What I think. How I feel. What I want the world to know. 
 
How beautifully put.
 
I have been given SO MUCH! Literally, so much. I am one super blessed young lady. I am finally getting to the point of recognizing it. Realizing how great my life is. Realizing how fun it is to be Hannah. Considering just focusing on the here and now while maintaining my great eternal perspective. Yes yes yes. I think yes.
Because I have been given much, I too must give.
Because of thy great bounty, Lord each day I live.
I shall divide my gifts from thee with every brother that I see,
who has the need of help from me.
 
What will I give you? This advice:

Just be happy.

On the real --

-- I like romance.

Romance (n.): A feeling of excitement and mystery associated with love.
Romance (v.): To seek the attention or patronage of (someone), esp. by use of flattery

Sign me up, please!  All of the above. On a silver platter. With pretty flowers in his hands.

OR:

Roughly 6'2+, lots of freckles, a returned missionary, loves his momma...

OR:

A solid testimony, has a love for the gospel of Jesus Christ and finds pleasure in serving others.

Any of the about would do just fine, thank you. Heck, all of the above would be most GREAT.

On the real, a dear dear obsession of mine is piano. No, I can't play. But man I can listen really good. 




Happy Saturday to YOU! 






Another day is paradise.

What scares me? Oh I will tell you. I hate being annoying. If I'm being annoying, then tell me, don't let me sit here wondering whether or not you hate me or not! On the real. If you even remotely care about me, you will tell me :) I will have 6754 times more respect for you.

A happy day to me. I like being me. I'm a fun me. I am glad I'm me. Heavenly Father made me as perfect as He needed me. I am a product of a beautiful man. My Father in Heaven. I am so so so happy to be able to fulfill the things that I need to while I'm here. If I have to do then on my own. It's okay, I can do it. I have done it thus far :) GO ME!

Leading me into the next great thing :)

Today, I drove all the way from duh skraight up 9OH4 all the way to the beautiful West Palm Beach. 4 hours South. It makes my face and heart and mouth an happy. I have one of the greatest families a little old lady like me could have! But, I am the only person besides maybe Honey  the dog, that has even the slightest remote sense of morals or standards. Yeah, that makes me sad. Whatevs. It happens. You meet people everywhere that don't like you. It's a beautiful part of the plan.

I'm doing what I need to. That is the beautiful comfort that comes to me. I am learning. I am growing. I am being refined. I am going to get married in the temple. I am going to raise children in the gospel. I will maintain my standards. I will forever worship my God. I will be me. That is comforting. No matter how many times I have to sit here and try to explain why I will marry in the temple or why I won't give my precious little dad the privalege of giving me away. It's okay. I know for a fact that I am doing what is right :)

Mmmmm oh the sweet pieces of my puzzles! Happy day to you.

As a nice Thanksgiving Eve present, an instigram display of my life!


Best Fran

TODAY:
  • I took a 3 hour nap
  • I turned in multiple assignments for a class
  • I got to see one of my very favorite young ladies
  • I got to talk to another one of my very favorite young ladies about her endeavors of talking to one my very favorite young man (they are going to make a cute couple one day..)
  • I mailed a fun package to a favorite boy in a fun state that I wish was my state (one day you watch out, I'm gonna rule that town...)
  • I found out that another ladyfriend who is full of a cute face bought her wedding dress (it's adorbs)
  • I realized why I love music
  • I creeped so hard on some people
  • I read some good talks
  • I read a breakup via email (sad day for you friend)
  • I hugged my momma
  • I GET TO TALK TO HANSEN IN 24 HOURS!!!!!
  • Steven grabbed me and gave me sweet lovin

Today, has been a wonderful of all wonderful days. Tomorrow, I promise myself, will be even better. I HOPE :)

Oh. And finding pictures like this would make anyone happy. That cute boy is my favorite, if you are single and ready to mingle with this hot boy: holla at me ;) and that cute girl is just too precious already getting married to the very best man every made for her. YAY AMY!! All of us together make a nice big happy family. Full of... Cute faces and loving sarcasm and good smells.


December 2010
 
PS: I have a nasty zit on my face.
PSS: The tan line from my ring makes me happy
PSSS: I can't wait for Thanksgiving to be with my families family all the way in paradise ;)

HAPPY MONDAY!!
 

Sunday/Studies/Smile

This here beautiful Sabbath day is my favorite.
David A. Bednar -- Patterns of Light: Spirit of Revelation

That ^^^ is one of the great reasons why.  Whatever happens in this most extravagant life, whether is be from my mind or the Lord's, I have to go get it. I have to try. I have to go and see whose mind it was exactly from.  Why is this amazing? Because, Heavenly Father will bless us with the great answers we are seeking after. Whether they are right now or 10 years from now, he will perform :)

I like my life a lot right this second. It is a fun one. Full of great surprises.

I am learning to embrace my very impulsive attitude and behaviors...  No matter how annoying they are.

This is a happy happy day :)

It's a shame

  • It's a shame how mean I really am. I just can't get over my absurdly large amounts of mean manners. I could just go kill a civilization with my bitter harsh attitude. One day I hope I can be as Christ was. Full of love and the ability to be kind and well mannered.
  • It's a shame that I don't have guard up about anything. I just go with it. I don't stop myself so I always get hurt.
  • I hate how I don't like letting people get to know me.. You would think because I don't have guards about, I would be more willing to let people get to know me. NO.
  • I am scared of the future.
  • I hate getting my hopes up to eventually get shot down.
  • I hate being scared.
  • I hate admitting when I'm wrong.
  • I hate saying things that I know I will regret later.
  • I hate second guessing things.
  • I hate feeling vulnerable.
  • I hate hate hate that I hate so much.

I am scared. I don't know what I'm doing. Nor, what I am going to do. I need to have a guard up. I need to understand that I am doing what I think is best for me.

Letter to myself,

Don't be scared. You are great. I love you :)

Love,
Me

Wanted

I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah I, wanna make you feel wanted
Hunter Hayes: Wanted
Thank you Hunter Hayes for making me fall in love all over again. Fall in love with whom, you ask? OH YOU KNOW. That hunk of cute boy (MAN) I get the great privilege of marrying for time and millions and millions of eternities ;)
In the past few couple weeks, because I am a slacker of extreme proportions, have been delicious and lovely and just GREAT. Oh let me tell you.
1) Steven got pink eye.
2) I saw Breaking Dawn Part II
3) More than 3 contacts with Mandy and Krysti? Score.
4) Got capped in the socratic seminar
5) Got picked up by one gentleman at McDonalds (I got invited to his birthday party that weekend) and then again by another man at the gas station (He was 41, lived on the river, drove a brand new Tahoe, had an IPhone 5, and he wanted to get with all this lovin... What was I thinking?! GET IT!) and then finally by the gas station worker...
6) President Barry asked me information about his missionaries because I know more than him? Silly man.
7) I walked in on Kev going to the bathroom, I can't say I didn't thoroughly enjoy that one.
8) Yet another great Best Buddy activity.
9) I have procrastinated SO MUCH school work
10) I received ever more great revelation of blessings to come.
Here it goes. And, it's going to be extra good since I missed a week.
Best Friend,
Hi. You are cute. I think, I know.. :)
I have a testimony that is fiery and full of passion. I want you to have that same exact passion and desire to do good always!
I want you to know something secrety. I have a past. A nasty one. With lots of mistakes. Lots of inappropriate behaviors, might I add. But I have repented. Because of the great work of the Lord and the beautiful Atonement, I am as clean as a whistle. Ready and willing to get to work. Meaning, marry your priesthood in the temple. I am ready... Just give me the 7 months to get out of high school ;)
 
I love to be sarcastic. It gets me into trouble in more ways than you could ever imagine. But it's what I do. It's an action word for me. Just like run, jump, hop, skip, sleep and eat. Sarcastic is right in there snuggled so nicely with them. Please be able to take a joke.
Secrets. I love them. I love the idea of them. I love the purpose of them. They are great. I am full of secrets. And if I don't know one for you, I'll just make it up! Just kidding, that would be lying. But on the real, I love to have things between two people that only those two people know. Ya dig?

I hate Root beer and Cream Soda. Also: birthday cake icing (someofthem),  ravioli, peanut butter and jelly, cheese (incertainsituations), celery, onions, tomatoes, walnuts, fish of the nasty sort, eggnog, chili... It is way oober weird.
I like to smell delicious. With tons of differnt perfumes mixed with my already delcious scent... It might be the exact way to my heart... In case you are wondering: Betsy Johnson, Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, and maybe even some Juicy all have what I'm looking for! You can click those big boys and just give them right to me ;)  
I like freckles. Man. They are my favorite. If you don't have any, go grow some! And then toss them my way. I have like 3... My favorite one is on my right hand in between my ring finger and pinkie. It is adorbs.
The color yellow. It makes my face just so happy and smiley. Happiness. That is yellow. That is me :) I love the word happy. Almost as much as I love the word love.
I love you too much already. I can't wait to tell you :)
Your best friend,
Hannah

Time

Time is of the essence. It is ticking by at a rate in which I can't decide is one that I like. I don't know whether I want it to hurry up or stay right at the nice pace it's at so I can cherish these fun days that I'm having. La di da da ha! I just don't even know.

In 21 days, I will have waited over 17 months to see what happens with a certain idea, a certain bit of inspiration, a little bit of personal revelation if you must. Yes? I don't know if I'm ready though. I'm not. I know I'm not. 17 months ago I decided I want to be a certain person and act a certain way... 17 months ago I was pleading and begging the Father to let time go by quickly. Now as I sit here, I don't know if I really want this to end. This learning time that I've been experiencing.  I have grown up a whole bunch, my sarcasm is still in it's prime, but am I really prepared to embark on this new journey?

So if the faith that I've been working on these last 17 months lets me down, it will be a really sad day in the wonderful life of me.  However, I don't think that the Lord puts promptings and inspirations into our lives and let's dwell on them if they aren't what we are supposed to know.

Read this. It is in essence, everything that I went through. It is a little piece of something that I have felt and experienced. It is super lovely. I like it a whole bunch. But, man oh man, I am one scared little lady.

The Lord has a plan. A big one. I'm just getting started and I am dang excited. My pieces, oh my pieces, are coming together  :)

Happy Monday!

TE AMO

I don't like being dependant on people, it's not really my style. I don't like people knowing what I really want to do in life, who I want to be, where I want to go, what my life is REALLY like, what I'm REALLY feeling, what my fears are.. I don't like people feeling sorry for me or whatever it is that people do...  It's not like I put on a really big front, just enough to make people not question it too much.. Yes? What I really really really love  is seeing other people be happy and find their happiness and be in love. I could careless when it would happen to me, so I thought...


Maybe something like this ^^ would be super perfect.. But, I can't win ALL the time.
 
But after watching this, I want to be loved! I want to feel that unconditional happiness that I am always pressuring other people to find. Loser me loser me. Whatever whatever. It will come, right? (Hahahaha, Hannah, you are so so so funny!!)


Future man if you exist,
Hopefully you aren't too perfect as to not be able to relate to me. I like to have pity parties sometimes, sorry. I know their annoying. But, I think, you will eventually get over them. Or maybe when I find you I won't have them anymore... Oh to be me. I hope you are having fun living the dream little husband. Please be able to take criticism with love and be willing to fix it. I will help you. I want to help you always. 
 
Te amo,
 
Hannah
 
 
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have Kip to completely relate to my awkward endeavors of being happy. 
 

Ka-boom

I am on a  major pinterest kick. I just cannot stop pinning!! But, I have decided I can relate it to the gospel of Christ :) I am pinning for a reason. Everything happens for a reason, right? Yes. So, when I find those super awesome pins where it tells me how to get the hard water  stains off of my sinkswhere to get super fun fabrics for super fun skirts, or even cute room ideas for my unborn child! Really... There are so many great things on this website. Even those awesome LDS people who want to share their faith by pinning encouraging and uplifting quotes from prophets and apostles! How can I relate this to the gospel? We are sent to this earth to learn and to grow, to follow Christ's teachings and, even so, to be happy.

"Adam fell that men might be; and men are, that they might have joy." -2 Nephi 2:25

This is joy to my soul. Learning how I can be a better wife, in the future, a better mother, in the future... But, it also teaches me how I can better accomodate my family, right now. In the long run, this Pinterest may seem silly and time consuming and ridiculous. It probably is. But like a lot of things, you can relate it to the gospel someway or somehow. I am learning to be the woman I need to! KABOOM. The gospel is true, the sky is blue and I LOVE IT!

Fairy tales


I am living a dream. A big ol dream. I am becoming who I need to be according to the Father's plan. How WONDERFUL! A fairy tale, modernized, perfect, and made for me. Why oh why am I so blessed?
 

Meet the freaks

I love my family. A whole stinkin lot. If you haven't realized.. You are ooba ooba cray. So, I want to introduce them to you! All of them. They are so so so much fun!


This is Jim. My girlfriend. My guyfriend. My bestfried. My dadfriend. The greatest guy out there. What a cute cute man he is :)

 
Well hello Donna! Aren't you so cute. This, ladies and gentlemen, is the greatest lady/mom/bestfriend a girl could ask for. She is my hero. My inspiration. My rock. My inappropriate little horse. <3
 
 
And welcome aboard mom number.. TWO! I am the luckiest little girl a girl could dream to be. I have 2 moms. (That cute man, Jim ^^^, remarried when I was a young sprig of 3.) As I grow older, I defintly learn to appreciate this woman, more and more. She is really great :) 
 
 
From the marriage which was stated above, I was given two of the cutest older sisters. THE CUTEST! Krysti who is 8 years older than I, took me in, we grew up together, we fell in love, we are inseperable. And with her comes Layla, you'll see her soon. :)
 


The second sister, who is 7 years older than me, is MANDY! She also comes from the marriage. She is the prettiest girl and full of so much love (you just have to dig to find it). We have the most fun times sitting there giggling about pointless things. Meet her :)

 
 
From there on Donna had a courtship with a nice fella and produced two of the cutest little kiddos ever.. And Kim and Jim also had a kid thrown in there. Weird? Yes. Fun? Definitly. Let's see!
 
 
Sophia was born a couple months before my 6th birthday. I like her. I act like I don't but I really do love her more than anything in the whole entire universe. I learn from her everyday. I love to embrace her. I love to act like I don't like snuggling, when I really do. She is great. She is one of my best friends. How lucky am I to have this cute lady with me all the time?!
 
 
 
After Sohpia, came Jimi. But that is the one from Kim and Jim. :) He is a spit fire. Full of arrogance and sarcasm. Just like me. SIKE. But really... He is full of funny sayings and innapropriate quotes. Sometimes I think he is an old man put into a little boy's body. Just too good for his own person.
 
 
 
 

Last, but not last, is John! OH JOHN. He is the most precious tiny little dude. He takes pride in what he does, how he looks and who his friends are. He is a smart boy if he only applies himself, also like me.. WEIRD. Notice a pattern? Never. He always has good phrases like "I need a new tape - up!" "Come here little girl!" "Hello, it's Johnita!" "Look at these kicks." I think he is trying to channel his inner mochalataness.



LAST! Layla. My precious little niece. Krysti had this little girl going on 5 years ago. The cutest lisp mixed with the worst vision makes the best niece ever, especuially when she yells Auntie Nanas! Layla Rose = Love.


 
Throw in numerous animals some crazy aunts, uncles, grandparents and cousins... And, you have my family. We are crazy. Really unorthodox. Probably annoying... Definitly annoying. But we are family. Oh what a happy day! 

Future Husband Fridays.. On Saturday & not published til Sunday..

Dear husband to be for me,

I have been thinking... I can wait for you. Take your time to find me.  But know that I'll prob going to send you a picture like this for your viewing pleasures, of course, when you do decide it's time. SIKE. I'll send anyone pictures of my face so they can bask in my sheer cuteness ;) However, in continuation of the spiritual side, I still hope you are staying worthy and fighting off the evil hands of the adversary. I hope and pray that you are happy with what you are doing in your life.  I hope you are listening to fun music and dancing your little head off, even if you don't know how to "properly" dance. I hope you are furthering your knowledge of things not only gospel related but tangible and of the earth as well. I like to learn, I want you to, too.... Even if it's difficult, you learn to like to learn! (Say that 11 times fast..) I hope that you have an eternal aspect on life and are able to have a firm and steadfast testimony on what is going to come, good or bad.

I hope you take me to concerts often. The atmosphere there is delightful. Preferably to people like that of: The Fray, Imagine DragonsThe Dave Matthews Band, Bobby Long, Natty, One Republic, Coldplay... Just to name a few of the faves. Click them. Listen to them. Love them. Embrace them. Love them like I love... YOU! Oh! Please know that I love to shorten words.. I don't know why. It is rather annoying to people who have to listen to it, and even me saying it is annoying.  I guess it's just a terrible habit. Sorry /:

I hope you love me like I love you. I hope you have been praying for me, like I pray for you. I hope you can see pass my imperfections, flaws and shortening of words to get to know me.  It will be hard. But, I promise, if you take the time, you will learn to love me, at least :)

Love forever and into 5643 eternities,

Hannah

Inspiration at its finest

I love inspiration. 

"Our Heavenly Father is aware of our needs and will help us as we call upon Him for assistance."
-Thomas S. Monson (CLICK THE NAME!!! READ THE TALK!!!)

He knows us so perfectly. He is aware of our needs. He is aware of the things that are troubling us. He knows what we need to keep us motivated and carrying on.  He knows us PERFECTLY. What the weirdsauce. I love knowing that there is someone that loves me for me... Heavenly Father :) I love knowing that there is inspiration inside of my little brain that was given to me for a specific reason that I just need to be patient with.  It was for a divine purpose. Oh happy day!!

I love knowing that there is a much bigger purpose for my existence on this lovely earth. I love knowing that I have fun secrets in my head that only fun people know about. I love waiting -- Just kidding. I hate waiting. But when the payout is eternities of fun happy joy.. I can wait much longer. I love music that makes the butterflies in your belly go crazy over thinking about someone you love. I love that I got to pick my family, the crazy awkward family that I have. YAY ME! I love that there is the color yellow which makes everyone happy. I love that I can finally say I am happy with where I am in life, it is hard, it is long, it is frustrating, but it is SO worth it. I love knowing that I am barely hitting the good parts.. How happy to know that this is just the beginning.. Hmmm.. I want more pieces of my puzzle! ;)

Love at first song...

video
This AMAZING boy, is my best friend Steven.  Steven is from Russia where it is deemed appropriate to institutionalize people with intellectual or developmental disabilities. So, his father brought the family to America, where Steven wouldn't have the fate of many before him.  How grateful I am for that, words can't explain! I love this boy so much... And to think our friendship just started... WHAT A HAPPY DAY!! Watch my pieces fit together :)

Joy

The little things in life that bring oober amounts of happiness to me...

*Seeing multiple Priesthood holders in one room (Elders at a transfer meeting)
*General Conference (I can turn my papers in... in less than a year, say WHAT?)
*My Momma
*Working cohesively with a group to complete a project (Which we rocked)
*Seeing that cute little man you love right in front of your very own eyes
*Understanding the Lord has a GREAT plan that will EVENTUALLY make sense
*Getting caught up on things that needed to be done months ago
*Being nice to your siblings
*Making money (Even when you deserve much more)
*Deciding whether or not a mission is for me
*Finding articles on the Prophet full of great quotes that make people happy
*The phrase "OH HAPPY DAY!"
*Best Buddies (www.bestbuddies.org)
*My new best friend Steven (Pictures to come)
*Gum when you forget to brush your teeth on a busy morning
*Remembering how much fun it was to blog
*Deciding to blog again
*Clean sheets after a nice hot shower
*Denying the fact that you love snuggle sessions with your sister
*The color yellow
*Freckles
*Hand sanitizer
*The new fall scents that accompany everything during Oct and Nov
*Florida being 60 degrees in October (Even if for only an hour in the morning)
*Imagine Dragons (Search it)

Mmmhm, I am a happy girl. Living the dream is what I would really like to say. It's way really super hard... BUT, I love it more than anything.  I am so blessed :)

YAY for...

...forgetting to blog! I think I want to start something that will entice my cute little spirit to want to blog more. I'm going to give specific days specific topics! :) Future husband Fridays. I'm thinking yes. He should probably know the secrets of my deepest of deep hearts. Or just little things that are really weird and will give me something to write about... Probably the second option.. Hehe. Let the knowledge for eternities begin!

Dear Mr. Hubby Sir,
       Please know that I do love you. Not just a little bit but a whole whole lot. I think about you often and I think the next couple eternities are gonna be... hilarious. :) But, there are some things that you should know about the small child that you are going to call your wife. I don't like roses. Maybe when I'm old and practically dead I will, but for now, not at all. I prefer simpler things: carnations, daisies, calla lilies... you know the cute, bright, fun ones. I don't like to be scared. Not even if you use the line "...I'll hold you until it's over." You'll probably end up with a black eye due to flailing arms and legs and who knows what. That's is all for now. I'm praying for your success and I can't wait to.. squeeze your cute little face off! :) OH! Just a little FYI, when you marry me, you marry my whole family. ALL OF THEM. Which means all of those precious faces up there! Get ready cupcake, our eternities are going to be great <3
Love,
Hannah

That is it for now :) I can't wait for what is to come. It is a great mystery. It's going to be fun. Watch, with me, my pieces fall together into one.